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What will happen?

What will happen if I'm gone someday?

Writing Annonomusly

Why am I starting on a new blog? Perhaps it's because I'm too free these days. There are stuff which I'm supposed to have done long ago, but just can't get started. One of the things top on the list would be to pack my room. It's been in a mess since exams period, or even before that. I guess what hf said really makes sense. That is, your room is actually a reflection of your state of mind (or something similar). Mine definitely is. And I just can't move on. Even things that happened years ago will keep replaying over and over again.

I'm really not complaining about being too free cos' I do enjoy it. It's just that sometimes when you're free, your mind will start filling itself up with thoughts. Thoughts that have been bugging for the longest time, and of cos' new ones as well. Since when will even troubles be gone right? haha. My mind is filled - with thoughts about grades and jobs - to the brim. I know these seemingly important issues might be of the least importance in the future, but currently, they dictate my life. The fact that they are so closely related issues, they just mutiply exponentially. Even my grad trip was not enjoyable mainly because of that. Somehow, I just feel that I do not deserve it.

Time and time again, I would ask myself. If I have a chance to start all over again, would I? I'm not sure. I think I've got the message (if there's indeed one) the scriptwriter is trying to convey for the 9pm drama, that is, even if things can be started all over again, things might not change for the better. Is it telling us that we cannot alter fate? Up till today, I still can't decide if I believe that everything is predestined or that fate lies in our hands.

I know very well that there's a greater world out there. There's more to worry than these trivial issues. I'm sorry being self-absorbed. I urgently need to learn from what hf said.. let tomorrow worry for itself. But I'm afraid I'd never be able to do that.

Anyway back to the point why did I start this blog. The truth is that.. I cannot bring myself to tell the truth under others' scrutiny.

The beginning

My desired freedom.

Shifted to http://oldstories.lah.cc/

走在大街的女子
歌手： 林忆莲


黄昏交错的影子
重叠零乱的心思
意乱情迷的城市
快乐悲伤都很容易忘记
传来的旋律有一点熟悉
风吹疲惫的令我想哭泣

走在大街的女子
是不是都有一些些心事
走在大街的女子当心你就要走失

我用缓缓的速度
陪伴无心的漫步
模糊不清的笑容
就像黑白 画面静止不动
过往的人群 那麽不清晰
哗笑的令我无法再回忆

走在大街的女子
为什麽都是忧伤的姿势
走在大街的女子到底你要去哪里
你要去哪里

I'm back. Finally. PA's over!!! Finally!!! Omg what a long 10 weeks it had been. It's been quite sometime since I'm home on a Monday morning. Monday blues no more! =D It's such a nice and clam morning where I take things on my pace and do only things I desire. Perhaps not ONLY things which I desire cos' there are many things that need to be done such as the report and reading up for arp. But it's alright, at least I can stay up late in the nights again. Just a tiny bit of update here..

Dim Sum Dollies was GREAT! The settings, the acting, the vocals, the music and all was good! The tunes and lyrics were so catchy and funny esp the line "relax in a cor-ner!", which Chui and I just kept singing that line after the show! haha. And just like what chui said, local shows are always good cos the humour is so close to home. And it made also gave audiences a good laugh over some issues, which are often discussed in a serious tone.

Harry Potter was less than exciting, hence I shan't eleborate it any furthur. But it was really fun play taboo that night before the movie!

I shall stop here for now. Going Ikea with chui!